Why is it so hard. I just want to call him all the time. Every little thing triggers how much I miss him. I look at my calendar and notice a coffee with a colleague and I remember how cute he looked in his black suit at her birthday party last year. I want to call!!!
Activities to do when I feel like calling :
1. Call anyone else (should keep my mother off the list as my whole day will be gone, come think of it move her to the top of the list)
2. Go back to work.
3. Put on my ipod
4. Can't think of anything, I need to call.